Transition

It's only a few more weeks till my 23rd birthday. The 22 year old me is now in the stage of reflection.

Reflecting on all the changes that happen during the past 1 yr...

1) I stop staying in hall and start travelling to school everyday.
2) I enjoyed my FYP thoroughly with xiaoai and always remembering the days which we do crazy things in the lab.
3) We started celebrating each others' (as in my classmates) birthday. Though some really anti-social ones decided to totally ignore our kind invitations later.
4) I graduated from NTU which I remembered my FOC was like only yesterday. Talking about FOC, my favourite among so many years of camps is definitely my HALL FOC!!! I think it's because of you, MEIYING!!! You really made the camp super enjoyable though we are still not close during that period of time.
5) I started working :(((
6) I started to know that money is hard to earn and no matter how much I try to save, I still have no money at the end of the month.

and the list will go on and on......

I know it's just part of life to meet up with changes. But then, I can't seem to be able to cope well with the changes around me now. The environment, the people, EVERYTHING!!! I'm just confuse and I seriously need to spend time alone to sort out everything.

My biggest dream now is to lie on my bed,

cry out my whole heart,
cry till I'm tired,
cry till I fall to alsleep,

and everything just sort out by themselves and get better!

I'm fine so don't worry about me. Just finding the peace within me. Striking the balance.

If it's something you want to say, there's no need to ask and you will tell me. If it's something which you don't want to say, no matter how much I ask, you just wont tell me. --> I finally learn it, in a hard way. As least I felt so...